poetry..two more poemsApr 19, '09 8:43 AM
for everyoneGrabeh bitter daw! wahahaha
Will You?
Will you still love me
If you knew all my faults
All my inconsistencies
All my inabilities
All I believe in?
Will you still hear me
Even if I do not speak
If I refuse to speak
When I have nothing more to say?
Will you still see me
When I’m invisible
When I’m hiding
When I’m not there
When I no longer exist?
Will you still choose me
Someone who wouldn’t
Even choose herself?
Yes?
For how long then
If to me,
time does not exist?
I, a mistake
Why am I still here?
A question only I can answer
Or maybe I can’t
I speak directly,
It’s a mistake
For what I say is unaccepted
And therefore wrong
I speak in riddles,
It’s a mistake
For no one likes the message
Though they may understand
I yell, a mistake
For hush, I am too loud
I talk, a mistake
For they cannot hear
I know for I have tried
Oh have I tried
Now I do not speak at all,
A mistake but I no longer live
Why am I still alive?
I can hear no one
For when I stopped speaking
Listening won’t matter
Vice versa
for everyoneGrabeh bitter daw! wahahaha
Will You?
Will you still love me
If you knew all my faults
All my inconsistencies
All my inabilities
All I believe in?
Will you still hear me
Even if I do not speak
If I refuse to speak
When I have nothing more to say?
Will you still see me
When I’m invisible
When I’m hiding
When I’m not there
When I no longer exist?
Will you still choose me
Someone who wouldn’t
Even choose herself?
Yes?
For how long then
If to me,
time does not exist?
I, a mistake
Why am I still here?
A question only I can answer
Or maybe I can’t
I speak directly,
It’s a mistake
For what I say is unaccepted
And therefore wrong
I speak in riddles,
It’s a mistake
For no one likes the message
Though they may understand
I yell, a mistake
For hush, I am too loud
I talk, a mistake
For they cannot hear
I know for I have tried
Oh have I tried
Now I do not speak at all,
A mistake but I no longer live
Why am I still alive?
I can hear no one
For when I stopped speaking
Listening won’t matter
Vice versa