If I could only hate you
How easier that would be
I could curse and injure you
For everyone to see
(That I am your enemy)
If I could blame it all on you
All the bad and all mistake
All the pain and all the hurt
Everything I can forsake
(Everything that you break)
If I could only be mad
angered by what you do
It would be so much easier
For me and for you
If I could only hate you
But I really don't
If I could only blame you
and be mad, but I won't
In truth...
I hate myself
with a loathing so deep
that there could be not any
self-love left for me to keep
I blame myself
For I'll always be
Not good enough for you
Never good enough for me
If I could only hate you
But how easier still t'would be
If, just for you,
there would be no more me
How easier that would be
I could curse and injure you
For everyone to see
(That I am your enemy)
If I could blame it all on you
All the bad and all mistake
All the pain and all the hurt
Everything I can forsake
(Everything that you break)
If I could only be mad
angered by what you do
It would be so much easier
For me and for you
If I could only hate you
But I really don't
If I could only blame you
and be mad, but I won't
In truth...
I hate myself
with a loathing so deep
that there could be not any
self-love left for me to keep
I blame myself
For I'll always be
Not good enough for you
Never good enough for me
If I could only hate you
But how easier still t'would be
If, just for you,
there would be no more me